HAITHAR!!!
I've been away for a looong while, mostly because of laziness and recently, schoolwork. So now, I'm back, I guess. I might be submitting stuff every week just so I can practice. I need practice. Practice is good, right? :<

Sooo recently, I've been going to college xD WHAT. The first few days have been a weird roller coaster ride of emotions, and in those few days, I learned how to commute [jdaljfaklwj why wasn't I trained to do this beforehand T_T], how to not really be that shy when it comes to new people, how to make a proper introduction [I made two introductions I regret-- they didn't say anything about me at all. What kind of person says "I'm scared of roaches." in an introduction?!?!?!?!?11!?1/1 NEXT TIME, I SWEARZ.], anddd maybe I also learned how the world has the ability to be large and small at the same time. OKWEIRD.

I've been sad about eating alone during breaks and not having any former-schoolmates in my classes, but then I soon realized that this was what I planned college to be like-- a clean slate. An improved version of myself. Yes. My confidence was somewhat shattered one time because BOOM. My major subject [COMPUTER PROGRAMMING, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD ] turned out to be quite hard to grasp, and I've never felt so scared in my life. My teacher said that Computer Science is really tough, and only those that really really really love the course will... prevail. I do love the course, but I'm afraid I don't know much about the thing being taught--- who knew that flowchart-creation would be my downfall? DARN WHY DID WE ONLY HAVE TO LIEK, HAVE ONE DAY OF DISCUSSION ABOUT THIS DURING OUR ELECTIVE CLASSES LAST YEAR T_T I have to practice. A lot. Starting tomorrow. Seriously.

I don't know why I suddenly went all, "OMG COLLEGE" on you. Maybe because I deleted my blog entry about this anddd IT JUST HAS TO COME OUT LOL. SORRY >.<

Err, yes, I shall be submitting deviations now